{prologue}

JOLENE

21 JAN!






{fellows}



yenhui}
laura}
zhiying}
1t33}
kelwin}
anna}
may}
jiaqian}
geraldson}

{express}



 

{credits}


Afianne
Blogskins.com
Moargh
Vbrush
Romancebox
Juvenile Casualty
Foto Decadent
 

{bygone}












Friday, March 23, 2007

everything seems to start as a cycle of nightmare. AGAIN. i was really glad to get back even thou i know somehow things will start going wrong again. but for the first 2 days, i thought maybe i wasnt right after all.. i can see that u did try to change. from the way u apologise for using vulgar, which u never did say sorry before. i was so happy to see that msg and i really appreciated it. so much that i tot maybe this time things will work out for us.. but in the end, things really went wrong. u started ya heck care attitude again. spending so much of ya time with ya friends and yet accusing me of not treasuring the time with u. i really wonder if u know wad u're talking abt.. haiz. and this time u jus went out with ya friends and ignored me. den after u've had ya fun, u came back to look for me. and when i wasnt there, u started scolding. i finally realised wad i am to u all this while. just a doll. just someone to make use of. i had enough of all these. im sick of giving in. if u dun love me, just tell me.



please make sure u yourself can do what u expect others to do.
or else u have no right to say anything.



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