{prologue}

JOLENE

21 JAN!






{fellows}



yenhui}
 laura}
 zhiying}
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 anna}
 may}
 jiaqian}
 geraldson}

{express}



 

{credits}


 Afianne
 Blogskins.com
 Moargh
 Vbrush
 Romancebox
 Juvenile Casualty
 Foto Decadent
 

{bygone}









Friday, March 23, 2007
everything seems to start as a cycle of nightmare. AGAIN. i was really glad to get back even thou i know somehow things will start going wrong again. but for the first 2 days, i thought maybe i wasnt right after all.. i can see that u did try to change. from the way u apologise for using vulgar, which u never did say sorry before. i was so happy to see that msg and i really appreciated it. so much that i tot maybe this time things will work out for us.. but in the end, things really went wrong. u started ya heck care attitude again. spending so much of ya time with ya friends and yet accusing me of not treasuring the time with u. i really wonder if u know wad u're talking abt.. haiz. and this time u jus went out with ya friends and ignored me. den after u've had ya fun, u came back to look for me. and when i wasnt there, u started scolding. i finally realised wad i am to u all this while. just a doll. just someone to make use of. i had enough of all these. im sick of giving in. if u dun love me, just tell me.



please make sure u yourself can do what u expect others to do.
or else u have no right to say anything.



1:08 AM
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
we broke up. again. im feeling all the sadness and yet he's so fine. perhaps i dun even mean a thing to him. this time as usual, he didnt get me back. and im tired of doing it. i feel like such a complete fool. liking someone who dun even cherish me. i thought to myself that if he doesnt get me back, i dun mean a thing to him and its not worth me loving such a guy. and the sad thing is, tts the way it is. even thou i did so much for him.. he never once appreciated or maybe he never bothered. perhaps its really time to let go. to say goodbye my dear..




flames to dust.lovers to friends.why do all good things come to an end.
i love and hate this song.



11:55 PM
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