Tuesday, March 29, 2005
typical tues.. luckily todae's sch not very bad.. og session was okay.. only went for one introductory lecture which was project work.. it was so so boring.. shouldnt have gone for it. i didnt listen at all, i was stoning all e way.. haha. fortunately it ended like 20 mins early.. den i went home. yesterdae ended like 8pm. but i din go to sch. haha. but i heard from my og friends that it was pretty fun and it really bonded e whole og. anywae till now.. i still didnt recieve any calls from cj. so i guess i know wad that means.. i'll juz have to accept my fate and stay in a place where i feel i dun belong. even thou i used to dislike cj, i feel more at home there den in sr. everything in sr was unfamiliar to me except for a few faces. tml's cca day. but i still don't know wad to choose.. bowling or tennis?? i like both and i dun wan 2 ccas so i'll guess it will be a tough decision. haha especially when im so indecisive.
hmm.. now wondering wad will's doing now.. oh ya! sleeping!! haha.. that's his favourite hobby. anywae its 2am there. hmm.. how i wish im there too.. one day only 3 hours of lesson den can go home already.. so nice.. thats life for me man. lol. nvm.. maybe i'll go there after a yr or 2.. :)
6:24 PM
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Friday, March 25, 2005
i went back to cj yesterdae.. had mixed feelings.. really wonderful feeling seeing all my friends there again.. but somehow, there was a sense of regret and grief deep down inside me.. i could have been there.. if wasnt for my stupidity. fuck. forget abt those stuff.. i hate writing abt them now.. makes me feel that life's a piece of shit.
todays fine.. gonna have bbq later so i guess it will be quite fun and maybe it'll help erase my painful feelings for e time being.. i was thinking abt e class this whole morning in bed.. i mean i was surprised to see that everyone felt so strongly abt the class.. even though we were only together for 2 short but magical months. haha. so i'll pray that we'll always remember each other no matter where we are. ok guys, at least remember me yea.. ;) haha..
and to that boy of mine, study hard in america k? dun be lazy and keep playing.. haha.. and i heard e weather's preetty cold there so put on more clothes k. dun be afraid to turn into a fat pig cuz u are already one. haha.. anyway miss u loads...
5:45 PM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
first day in srjc. one word: sucks... haiz.. should have put cjc as my first choice. now i regret it. i miss all e ppl in 1t33.. especially the lazy4.. jia qian may and angeline.. all of us separated into different schs.. sad manz.. how i wish we could all get together and stay as a class again. suddenly miss e whole class loads.. haha. how's ya orientation everyone? hope u guys are happy in wherever u are.. dun forget anyone of us k? haha.hmmm.. seems like i juz came into cjc hating e sch and now its time to leave and im actually missing e run down sch and e wonderful friends there.. not to forget some teachers too.. really miss those times of ponning lessons, irritating ho moy lee and having lots of fun.why all goods things muz come to an end?? hopefully my appeal is successful. :)
8:37 PM
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